i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors
and rage
yeah and also the rage
EDEN DAMBRINE as LEO & GUSTAV DE WAELE as REMI
CLOSE (2022) dir. Lukas Dhont
↳ Imagine you’re a very small duckling. You just came out of your shell. You’ve just opened your eyes for the very first time. All the ducks are yellow, and so are you, but you’re much more beautiful than the others. You’re special. One day, you decide to leave, and you encounter a lizard. You’re wondering what it is, as you’ve never seen one before. You think that this lizard is odd. And it rhymes, too. But you like it, because its colour is special, just like you. One day, you leave together and you end up on a trampoline. You start jumping on the trampoline. You jump as high as the stars.
Woman with a Parasol-Madame Monet and Her Son, Claude Monet, 1875
Feel My Rhythm MV, Red Velvet, 2022
Zadie Smith, “A Character in a Wheelchair in the Vestibule.” Intimations
posts that make me want to rip my heart out part 5
Yanyi, from Dream of the Divided Field: Poems; “Landscape with a Hundred Turns”
[Text ID: “when I turned for you / and hoped you’d return to me, / was it I who left / and you who remained the same?”]